Last night I worked, made $20. Went right from work to the gas station, bought a pack of jacks and put the change into my gas tank. How great!
Then I went home and was confronted my S why there was home made porn on my computer....WHOOPS!
Let me back up on this. When my crazy ex and I were together, we made some videos. Well he had emailed them to me a long time ago to remind me he had them..because he is crazy. It was kind of black mail, but I didn't have to pay him. I just had to deal with his BS because he was always threatening to send them to my parents and the baby's other grandparents.
So I put them on my computer and forgot about it. That was over a year and half ago that I put them on my laptop. So of course I forget about them.
Well S found them. He was using the media player and it was one of the files on there and he watched it. How would you feel seeing your girl all exposed like that fucking someone else? He was really upset. He first thought I had recently done it, but on the corner he realized the date and it was way before we got together. I had to explain it to him why I still had it on there. I said I totally forgot about it. He now thinks I am a big freak. There were some scenes in there that if my mother saw she would have a heart attack. And I probably would never see my kid again if her Nana saw it. My mom is a prude and her Nana would be sickened because it wasn't professionally done by a camera crew and it's not on DVD. She is very materialistic.
So I took it off my computer. And S was better. He asked me why I never told him about my home movies collection and I told him it was a long time ago and I didn't want to tell him to make him think I was a freak because he is very non-experimental. He will try new things but he's just not into some things I am. Either was the baby's father. But he would go down on me. S still hasn't done it yet. And on my "home movies" my ex was down there alot. I wonder how much he watched? Also I wonder if he's not feeling sufficent enough if he watched all the movies because my ex was hung and had a nice body. S is average and has a decent body. When we fisrt got together S had a slammin' body, but then he was off for so long and gained weight. But he's still cute. And he's funny. So that's really all I care about. I'm not vain.
So the rest of the evening S kept calling me a porn freak. I told him it wasn't like I was making a DVD and going to sell it..like Paris Hilton or anything.
So I showered and went to sleep. And of course I had a restless night because S was snoring again so loud and I once again was too tired to go and sleep in the baby's bed. Her bed is uncomfortable.
But that was Monday evening. Tomorrow my girl Carrie goes to court with her useless baby father. We will see if he goes to jail for unpaid child support.
Feel better Carrie! (she is sick). thegoodbiboy needs to update his journal and let me in on his crazy 3 day weekend!

Happy Tuesday!